Large cardboard figure reading a book to a smaller cardboard figure

So Little Cardboard

Recently, I attended a protest rally and took pictures of some clever and inspiring signs. One of my favorites was:

The word “Cardboard” was squeezed tightly into a corner at the bottom of the sign, to emphasize the fact that there just wasn’t enough room on that small placard to list every important grievance against our government.

The sentiment struck me as true not only politically, but “writerly,” too. You see, besides feeling swamped by political issues (and I’ll get to that later), I also seem to have too many ideas for writing projects swirling around in my head. Some are already written, some are nearing completion, and one I started yesterday. This morning, I even wrote two haikus before I got out of bed. Each one of these projects is clamoring for its moment in the spotlight (or at least a “like” by an agent).

But I feel like I’m running out of cardboard.

Cardboard: That space in my brain where I churn out half-baked writing ideas that sometimes bear fruit, and other times fade into obscurity. That flimsy container that can feel sharp and in focus one day, and waterlogged or empty the next. That hourglass that seems to be flowing in a downward direction, faster and faster every day.

It would be wonderful if my cardboard would suddenly turn into a bright, flashing neon sign, like the kind on Broadway, one that speaks boldly and proudly that “we have a winner!” “a smash hit!” “a must-read!” 

It would be great if that cardboard would become a billboard that agents would notice as they speed by on the literary highway, taking note of the contact information, and later that night, sending an email asking for a full manuscript.

It would be reassuring if that cardboard were to be waved like a flag by a reader who was moved by it.

It sure would be nice to have an unlimited supply of cardboard, but my brain matter is finite. My cardboard will never stretch. In fact, it can only shrink. So now I know what I need to do:

I need to write smaller!

Yes, I need to choose just one, or possibly two, of my books, and focus on getting them published.

And also, does anyone know where I can find MORE CARDBOARD?

Note: See my PHOTOS link in the Menu for signs – cardboard and otherwise – from the 50501 (50 protests, 50 states, 1 day) rally in Rochester, NY, 4/19/25. 

P.S. Speaking of politics, I’ve found it helpful in this political climate to keep a second piece of cardboard in my brain just for politics, and to put only one issue on it for now: the environment. That way maybe I can focus my energy and hopefully be effective. The job I’ve assigned myself is to read up on the science behind climate change, and to report out to my group (a subcommittee of Indivisible) on local environmental actions. Reading and writing … I can’t seem to get away from either one.

Thanks to Rick Steves for his thoughtful and honest post about authoritarianism yesterday, which inspired me to veer into the political realm today. I urge you all to read it.

Featured image by ColiN00B at Pixabay.com

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      1. You caught me actually thinking about this stuff. I had a long phone conversation last night with one of my former professors from Stony Brook, who is now retired and living in Colorado. He was reading about the Snowball Earth glaciations**, but was unable to get a particular article in the geologic literature (Paul Hoffman’s 1998 Science article, which is one of the ones that got the discussion started), so I got it for him as I still have an account with Los Alamos National Lab that has access to the professional science literature.

        That conversation is how I found the site I sent you to. It is more for the thoughtful and educated general public than for trained scientists so should not be overwhelming. But it is a pretty deep dive into all the stuff that has controlled climate, both now and in the geologic past, and talks about the long and short term carbon cycle, which is important. When I talk to “climate deniers”, I try to put things in this sort of context because it gets people to either run away screaming or think outside the box.

        ** https://opengeology.org/historicalgeology/case-studies/snowball-earth/

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  1. Hi Lori,

    We think so much alike! I feel my brain is on overtime and I still can’t get all the things accomplished that It wants me to do. What’s the most important thing? I guess it’s picking one thing at a time and trying to see it through, hoping it’s the right thing.

    I miss seeing you on Zoom. Thank you for all your critiquing,
    because it helps tremendously,

    Susan

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